
Lorenzo Buford
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Have I held this world together
because I feared I have destroyed it; and the memory of it has become a misguided intent and acts like a lover feigning other interests outside of me; and I deal with the distractions because I'm afraid of the loneliness, of sitting in a dark space with no light Voices that I cannot recognize or remember are taunting me because I can't remember where I begin and end; but a moment when my anger surfaced, the world became a memory because I destroyed it; and I secluded myself in the memory because I didn't want to be alone. And I stand like a dying tree in the underworld when I destroyed the worlds I made to impregnate myself with a redeemer. |