
Lorenzo Buford
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With his alcoholic vision,
he said I reminded him of a spiral Loose - Volatile; and I needed to be closed down so he could express himself in me; and if I was all over the place, where would he rest his head; and how could he inhabit himself. Loose - Volatile; If I wasn't a movie that had an ending he wanted, what was the point in participating in me if he couldn't define the beginning, the middle and the ending. Spiraling put me everywhere except where he needed me. He said I would spiral him out of control. The world he knew would fall apart, time would crack; and he would not have definition Loose - Volatile; As long as he was sober, I was a piece of work he believed he could fashion with his hands until alcohol gave him one eye to have "the sight" and the spiraling effect he experienced with me was not the orgasm he wanted because it took him out of the body. I could not be controlled nor tamed. I am loose - volatile. I am always spiraling. |